I'm here, I'm thinking
Distant- not quite far enough
I feel, I'm breathing
Why can't I feel anything at all?
I know there's got to be an easier way than I'm living
There's got to be an explanation for the way I'm feeling now.
Why can't I see my inability?
It's easy enough take a look and you'll see
I'm left to myself, now I'm leaving it all
Behind me, before me my inadequacies stand tall.
A hundred new distractions promising decisive actions
A hundred meantime saviours fail my failings time and time again.
Why can't I see my inability?
It's easier with your eyes open to see
I've made my mistakes, I'll continue to fall
A constant reminder, repeating the beating before.
Why can't I see, that everything I want to be-
Is slowly eating away at what's left of me?
I'm not alone, the decision is still mine though-
To accept the love that He has shown and His way.
And that means from today-
I'll live to live it out another way.
Now I can see-
My heart had to change for my mind to be free
In thinking I could ever right what was wrong
I couldn't see clearly that in You I had to belong.